On watching 'Birdy'
I started watching the DVD of Alan Parker's 1984 film Birdy tonight. As the opening credits rolled I remembered - or perhaps had a false memory of - the last time I watched this film. I think it was with my dad, a couple of months before he died. It makes the process of watching this film, which is already laden with memory and nostalgia, an even more poignant experience. In 1984 I became friends with Mark Morrison, who a year or two later introduced me to this film, which stars Matthew Modine and Nicholas Cage (before he became just Nic), and which features an evocative and stirring soundtrack by Peter Gabriel. Sitting down to watch Birdy tonight is such a strange experience, with so many layers and moments of memory attached to it... Watching it with my dad, in our old home in Trafalgar, in country Victoria in 1985 or '86; realising then and remembering now how laden this film is with homoeroticism, and how awkward that made me feel at the time and realising now how naive I...